Someday you will see

I think about you all the time

Your heart in the past was mine

I miss your laughter; I miss your kisses, and I even miss your clumsiness

I can never forget that loveliness

My soul is caught in between being alone and never gaining your love

I remember in cold nights you hug and kept me warm like a warm glove

Still you told me you can never love me

I pay the price with this heavy fee

Someday you will see

That your true love was me

Sweet Lily

You were born in February

And I told you not to worry

I promised you a life

One day I’ll make you my wife

Oh Sweet Lily

Oh Sweet Lily

These hands were made to hold you

And this heart was made to love you

I hope you never give up on me

Remember I still have the picture you took of that tree

Oh Sweet Lily

Oh Sweet Lily

Believe me when I say I can love you forever

Your family is my treasure

I will no longer have lonely days and lonely nights

You are my festival of lights

Oh Sweet Lily

Oh Sweet Lily

You were born in February

And I told you not to worry

I promised you a life

One day I’ll make you my wife

My beautiful Sweet Lily

Just a friend

Sometimes I feel like you don't care

Sometimes I feel like I need some air

I still remember the first time I look

Do you remember all the funny pictures we took?

I was there when you needed me

I wish that you can see

But in the end I'm just a friend.

I don't want to be this mean

You never came clean

In the end, again

I’m just a friend.

I always wanted you to know

But you kept bringing someone else to the show

One day I decided to give you flowers

You said “thank you” and you left with him for a couple of hours

I like to see the sunset

It makes me feel like my heart goes back into the ground

Because in the end, I'm just a friend

People come, and People Go

What would you do when I pass away?

Who would you talk to?

In the time of need

They’ll shine for you

Even if they die

They still find a way to support you

The impact we have on our friends will change us

Some for the good and some for the bad

But in the end when you're done putting together this puzzle

You'll realize why you have friends.

Alone and Lonely

you tell me that you want me
you tell me that you need me
but when I say I love you
you leave me with a heart broken in two

my heart is crying every night
it has a mind of it's own that I cannot fight
I can't stop it from crying
my heart is lonely and slowly dying

I hang out with my friend
and I try to drink away the pain again and again
but I see couples holding hands
and my lonely heart just doesn't understand

Will I ever find someone like you in this world
I ask myself and God for that special girl
can you give me another chance
my heart needs a woman's romance

I'm lost without her love
I miss her kisses and her hugs
I really wanted to be her guy
I think it's time to say goodbye

Through My Mind

You think I’m fucking nice

Fuck you bitch; I’ll make you see me fucking twice.

How dare you walk by me and you don’t say hi

Will fuck you I wish you will just fucking die.

How dare you judge the things that I do

And how dare you judge the things that I don’t do.

You think you trust me, that I got your back

I don’t like you, I don’t love you, and this is not an act.

I’m saving you some time

So you can get on that fucking road and leave my stupid shit behind.

All I want is to be alone

You won’t even pick up the fucking phone.

Oh, did I get you by surprise

It’s not my fault you need to check your stupid retarded eyes.

I’m not your friend, not your pal, and I’m not your guardian

I’m not your savior, not your hero, and I’m not your champion.

I bet your wondering what all this shit is about

What? You don’t know I just want out.

Looking for Someone Sucks

I SIT BACK IN THIS CHAIR

AND WONDER IF ANYONE WILL CARE

YOU MAY ASK YOURSELF WHY?

YOU MAY NOT SEE IT, BUT INSIDE I WANT TO CRY

YESTERDAY I ASK THIS GIRL IF SHE WANTED TO GO OUT

SHE GOT UP WALK AWAY, TURN, AND SCREAM ‘NO’ REAL LOUD

HOW COULD SOMEONE SO BEAUTIFUL BE SO MEAN

I KNOW LIFE IS HARD, BUT THIS IS TOO EXTREME

I KNOW I’M NOT MR. PERFECT, NOR MR. MODEL

PLEASE LET ME GET DRUNK OFF THIS BOTTLE

MY FUTURE IS CLEAR I WILL LIVE A LONELY LIFE

I WILL NEVER HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL A WIFE.