Alone and Lonely

you tell me that you want me
you tell me that you need me
but when I say I love you
you leave me with a heart broken in two

my heart is crying every night
it has a mind of it's own that I cannot fight
I can't stop it from crying
my heart is lonely and slowly dying

I hang out with my friend
and I try to drink away the pain again and again
but I see couples holding hands
and my lonely heart just doesn't understand

Will I ever find someone like you in this world
I ask myself and God for that special girl
can you give me another chance
my heart needs a woman's romance

I'm lost without her love
I miss her kisses and her hugs
I really wanted to be her guy
I think it's time to say goodbye

Through My Mind

You think I’m fucking nice

Fuck you bitch; I’ll make you see me fucking twice.

How dare you walk by me and you don’t say hi

Will fuck you I wish you will just fucking die.

How dare you judge the things that I do

And how dare you judge the things that I don’t do.

You think you trust me, that I got your back

I don’t like you, I don’t love you, and this is not an act.

I’m saving you some time

So you can get on that fucking road and leave my stupid shit behind.

All I want is to be alone

You won’t even pick up the fucking phone.

Oh, did I get you by surprise

It’s not my fault you need to check your stupid retarded eyes.

I’m not your friend, not your pal, and I’m not your guardian

I’m not your savior, not your hero, and I’m not your champion.

I bet your wondering what all this shit is about

What? You don’t know I just want out.

Looking for Someone Sucks

I SIT BACK IN THIS CHAIR

AND WONDER IF ANYONE WILL CARE

YOU MAY ASK YOURSELF WHY?

YOU MAY NOT SEE IT, BUT INSIDE I WANT TO CRY

YESTERDAY I ASK THIS GIRL IF SHE WANTED TO GO OUT

SHE GOT UP WALK AWAY, TURN, AND SCREAM ‘NO’ REAL LOUD

HOW COULD SOMEONE SO BEAUTIFUL BE SO MEAN

I KNOW LIFE IS HARD, BUT THIS IS TOO EXTREME

I KNOW I’M NOT MR. PERFECT, NOR MR. MODEL

PLEASE LET ME GET DRUNK OFF THIS BOTTLE

MY FUTURE IS CLEAR I WILL LIVE A LONELY LIFE

I WILL NEVER HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL A WIFE.