Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Sweet Lily

You were born in February
And I told you not to worry
I promised you a life
One day I’ll make you my wife
Oh Sweet Lily
Oh Sweet Lily
These hands were made to hold you
And this heart was made to love you
I hope you never give up on me
Remember I still have the picture you took of that tree
Oh Sweet Lily
Oh Sweet Lily
Believe me when I say I can love you forever
Your family is my treasure
I will no longer have lonely days and lonely nights
You are my festival of lights
Oh Sweet Lily
Oh Sweet Lily
You were born in February
And I told you not to worry
I promised you a life
One day I’ll make you my wife
My beautiful Sweet Lily

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Just a friend

Sometimes I feel like you don't care
Sometimes I feel like I need some air
I still remember the first time I look
Do you remember all the funny pictures we took?
I was there when you needed me
I wish that you can see
But in the end I'm just a friend.

I don't want to be this mean
You never came clean
In the end, again
I’m just a friend.

I always wanted you to know
But you kept bringing someone else to the show
One day I decided to give you flowers
You said “thank you” and you left with him for a couple of hours
I like to see the sunset
It makes me feel like my heart goes back into the ground
Because in the end, I'm just a friend

People come, and People Go



What would you do when I pass away?
Who would you talk to?
In the time of need
They’ll shine for you
Even if they die
They still find a way to support you
The impact we have on our friends will change us
Some for the good and some for the bad
But in the end when you're done putting together this puzzle

You'll realize why you have friends.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Alone and Lonely


you tell me that you want me
you tell me that you need me
but when I say I love you
you leave me with a heart broken in two

my heart is crying every night
it has a mind of it's own that I cannot fight
I can't stop it from crying
my heart is lonely and slowly dying

I hang out with my friend
and I try to drink away the pain again and again
but I see couples holding hands
and my lonely heart just doesn't understand

Will I ever find someone like you in this world
I ask myself and God for that special girl
can you give me another chance
my heart needs a woman's romance

I'm lost without her love
I miss her kisses and her hugs
I really wanted to be her guy
I think it's time to say goodbye

Through My Mind



You think I’m fucking nice
Fuck you bitch; I’ll make you see me fucking twice.

How dare you walk by me and you don’t say hi
Will fuck you I wish you will just fucking die.

How dare you judge the things that I do
And how dare you judge the things that I don’t do.

You think you trust me, that I got your back
I don’t like you, I don’t love you, and this is not an act.

I’m saving you some time
So you can get on that fucking road and leave my stupid shit behind.

All I want is to be alone
You won’t even pick up the fucking phone.

Oh, did I get you by surprise
It’s not my fault you need to check your stupid retarded eyes.

I’m not your friend, not your pal, and I’m not your guardian
I’m not your savior, not your hero, and I’m not your champion.

I bet your wondering what all this shit is about
What? You don’t know I just want out.

Monday, February 11, 2013

Looking for Someone Sucks




I SIT BACK IN THIS CHAIR
AND WONDER IF ANYONE WILL CARE
YOU MAY ASK YOURSELF WHY?
YOU MAY NOT SEE IT, BUT INSIDE I WANT TO CRY
YESTERDAY I ASK THIS GIRL IF SHE WANTED TO GO OUT
SHE GOT UP WALK AWAY, TURN, AND SCREAM ‘NO’ REAL LOUD
HOW COULD SOMEONE SO BEAUTIFUL BE SO MEAN
I KNOW LIFE IS HARD, BUT THIS IS TOO EXTREME
I KNOW I’M NOT MR. PERFECT, NOR MR. MODEL
PLEASE LET ME GET DRUNK OFF THIS BOTTLE
MY FUTURE IS CLEAR I WILL LIVE A LONELY LIFE
I WILL NEVER HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL A WIFE.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Holding On


I try to tell you how I feel
But you think I'm not real

And I still don’t understand
you have my heart in your hand

I'm sick with this love flu
and I can’t find the way to tell you

I walk the streets alone
and I hate being on my own

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life

So Don’t try to run away
There’s many things I wanna say

I guess I'm just a fool
Since I keep holding on to you

Love So Great



The other day a man came up to me and asks
What’s this girl’s name that has u tight up in the past?
I look at him and ask how you can tell?
He smile and said “son let me tell you about a love so great that makes Angels get their wings like when they hear a ring from a bell”
This poor guy had his heart broken by four girls who he care so much about
Each girl took a piece of his heart as they ripped it out
He slept during the day and cry out those cold lonely nights
He cried even harder when he thought of his soon be wife who die and was his love at first sight
He ask the lord to take him since he doesn't have a heart to go on
But he went day by day and the pain was never gone
Soon all this change when this ten years younger woman came into his life
But he was scare that she would leave and stab him with a pretty big knife
It took some time for them to realize
That he was meant for her and she was meant for him as they look at each other’s eyes
At this point his heart started to grow back
And till this day she hasn’t given him a heart attack
The man looked at me and said “son it was fate”
Then he said “I saw it in the way she looked at me that she was the one and if you feel that passion then you too can have a love so great”
I felted encourage and said thank you but as I was walking away I turn to him and said her name is “Amanda”
He smile at me and said her name is “Liliana”